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Jun 23rd, 2008

At the edge of the abyss

Yesterday was a very good day.    I had very limited contact with people and I ended up walking a total of seven miles.   By the end of the day I was feeling pretty good and had a great dinner and a great night's sleep.   


And then something happened today that make me realize just how close to the brink I really am.    I am destabilizing and if I don't find a way to pull it together I am going to totally deteriorate to the point where I will have to be hospitalized again.   I am in real trouble here.  


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Posted on 03:58PM on Jun 23rd, 2008
whatever you're goin through, just keep being strong...God is on your side
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