Anyone need any happy? | auroraborealis's Blog

I've got buckets and buckets of it!    I'm going to drive Puck up a wall if I'm not careful.   I know he's totally happy but, but, but, I wanna make him HAPPIER!!!   I love doing things for him, giving him little gifts, making him cards.   I'm drowning him in cards right now.   I love making him silly, whacky, abstract, playful and beautiful cards.    I just love doing everything I can every single day to show him how much I love him.

I'm free with him.   Totally free.   I share everything with him.   There is total trust between us.   I am so safe with him.   So completely and totally accepted.   Something I could never have imagined before.    He's my missing piece.    He gives me this warm, glowy feeling in my belly.   I'm relaxing, healing and readjusting to a new sense of "normal."

I'm so glad I have my blog, I'm so glad that I have so much documented.    In a few years, there is the possiblity that my new normal could start to feel boring.    I don't ever want to forget where I've been because I don't ever want to forget how much Puck has brought into my life.   How much he's changed it.    I don't ever want to take him or his love for granted.      My number one prioity is to always be grateful for his love, every single day for the rest of my life, and to take time every single day to appreciate just how amazing, wonderful and beautiful he is.

Gratitude and appreciation are the secrets to true happiness.   I am so fortunate for all of the experiences in my life that have brought me to that realization, and so fortunate that I came to that realization while I'm still young enough to do something with it.   Every single day I'm going to work at both so that I never lose sight of them and always have buckets full of happy sitting around just in case anyone else needs any.