Alaska Journal -- Day 5 | auroraborealis's Blog

Something my Hottie said to me yesterday reminded me that I hadn't finished my Alaska Journal.   There was a reason I stopped where I did.   I wasn't quite ready to share this entry, which has a lot less to do with Alaska than it does my Hottie, but it's even more applicable today than it was then.

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I'm lame today.   My ankle kept me up last night and I'm limping today.   I think I might have torn the tendon a bit.   We are on the boat today touring Glacier Bay National Park.   It's gorgeous, absolutely gorgeous!!   And we are seeing all kinds of cool wildlife!   Lots of pictures today!

2:30  I've been out on deck most of the day taking pictures and enjoying the scenery.    It's pouring rain out there right now.   I'm a bit chilled and my ankle really hurts so I'm enjoying some quiet time in my cabin daydreaming about my Hottie.   I miss him so SO much!   Two more days until I get to hear his voice again!   YAY!!!

To keep my mind off of the pain I keep thinking about marrying him.   I never, ever though I would get married again.   I hated the idea of getting married again, but I would marry this guy in a heartbeat!!!   It's not going to happen right away, though, we both have unfinished business in our lives, but I really think it is going to happen.   We have a lot in common, very similar values and outlooks and he's completely adorable!!!  I've only really known him for less than a week before I left, but I 've been watching him for a while--long enough to know that he's as beautiful on the inside as he is on the outside!

The first time around I got married in a courthouse in front of a judge, no family, no friends.   This time I want my dream wedding.    I want to spend the afternoon having a picnic on the beach with family and friends.   Swimming, horse shoes, volleyball, building sand castles and BBQ.    I want to get married at sunset with family and friends forming a circle around us and after that I want to make smores around a camp fire while we share stories and reminisce.    That's my dream wedding--a relaxing, fun filled day all about family, friends, fun and good memories.

There is one big problem with my Hottie, though.   He completely turns my brain to mush!!!!   I get around him and I get flustered and turn into a total ditz!   I'm afraid that if I hang around him long enough it will cause permanent brain damage, but he's totally worth the risk!!

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Post script:   Fortunately I was able to get my brain back on track after I got back from Alaska and he doesn't seem to have done any permanent damage!    I had known him less than a week when writing that.    I've now been with him two months--I just checked the calendar and it's been two months today!!!   Yay!!  Our anniversary!!!   And I'm more convinced than ever that he's the man for me.    We're perfect together.    I'm going to have my dream wedding  My dream house is his dream house, my dream location his dream location.   I completely love and adore this man.    Together we are going to go on exciting adventures, plot and carry out all sorts of random acts of kindness, build houses for Habitat for Humanity, feed hungry people,  take care of every stray that comes our way and care for every single lost soul we come across.    We are going to build a home full of love and good cheer and spend the rest of our lives making the world a better place and live happily ever after.

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!!!!