Shutting down | auroraborealis's Blog

I'm shutting down and shutting the world out.    When I come into work at all I sit in an office with the door closed and the lights off.    I sit in a dark office all day.   Then I leave and I go sit in my room with the blinds closed and the curtains drawn until it's time to come into the office, or at least work, again.

I've grown so very sick of everything.   I don't want to talk to anyone, there's nothing I want to do, no place I want to go.    I spend as much time as possible in bed.    It's the only place that's safe anymore.   It's finally all just overwhelming me.   I can't deal with it anymore.   I can't cope.   I just can't cope anymore.