It's killing me | auroraborealis's Blog

I am boiling over with rage and anger and hatred.   It has absolutely no where to go and it's killing me.    I have reached my breaking point.    Bitterness is consuming me and I don't know how to make it stop.   

DB could shit all over people because he thought it was hysterically funny.   My ex feels entitled to treat other people like shit because he's so deep and profound that no one can possibly understand his brilliant intellect.     Randy shit all over other people because that's how you treat the little people--they expect it.    Ken and Bob were just blithering idiots who didn't know the difference.

Those are just a few examples--I don't have it in me to go back any further than Randy.    But I've met some real losers in my day--people who thought that they were so truly amazing that they warrented special treatment.

I can't take the arrogance anymore.    I don't have any more patience for it.   None.   I'm so fed up with it I don't even know what to do anymore.   I'm so sick of the superior attitudes of worthless people.   It's eating away at me and I don't know how to stop it.   It's eating me alive.