That one tiny thread is finally snapping | auroraborealis's Blog

I'm snapping.   I'm completely snapping.    I can't calm down.   I'm not even stopping it anymore.   I can't face the horror show that has been my life.    I don't know what to do.   I LITERALLY--L-I-T-E-R-A-L-L-Y cannot take any more.    DB said that friends are supposed to support you, and yet when I was sick, really sick, he was horrible to me and then walked away laughing.    It's the last straw.   It's just the last fucking straw.

I've played through.   I've been strong.   I've done everything right--in broad strokes.   I've made mistakes, who hasn't?    I need to know what I'm doing wrong.    I can't take any more and I just need to know.   SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME!!!!    TELL ME!!!!     I can't take anymore of this.   Someone PLEASE FINALLY HELP ME!!!!    HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!